What do the lyrics mean to you:
To me the lyrics of this song is about hopeless love. This man wants to change his life and love this girl of his dreams and prays for them. He says she is his heaven and explains heaven isn't all that far away, basically telling her he would take a bullet for her, until it turns around and he realizes it is hopeless. He loves spending his weekends with her but he doesnt want to waste his time if shes using him or doesnt love him back. its rare to see them together like rain in the desert as he describes in the song. He knows he cant force her to love him. he finds out she doesn't love him that much and doesn't or cant be with him no more.